I think there isn't much else to say, considering that you already made your choice, but i just want to say this, i don't think you'll read it, but anyways...
I want you to know that not everything you wrote was true.
Perhaps i didn't say it before, but i believe that if you knew me as much as you thought and said you did, maybe you could've realized that i don't call anyone 'Friend', and i don't say 'I love you' to everyone.
You always told me that i was cold, and that i didn't love you. Just because you used to hold me and hold my hand and i didn't.
Well, maybe you were right, i didn't in that moment.
But i have to admit, that i loved you at the end. And i think i made it clear.
I didn't only just said it to you, and i don't know if you remember, but i called you 'best friend' a lot of times, and everyone knew it.
And that took me almost a year.
It took me almost a year to call you 'best friend', and say 'i love you, you're my best friend'.
But it seems to be that you don't recall of it, right?. Don't you remember that i was the one who told you 'happy 1st aniversary, best friend'?.
No, of course you don't... i'm just the stupid and cold bitch with a stone heart, right?
Well, yes, I am a cold bitch with a stone heart. So i guess that i'm sorry for that. I'm sorry for being so hurt in the past and not trust in people so easily...
Yes, maybe it is all my fault, i know it, but i shouldn't be sorry for that, 'cause i know i tried my best to be there for you... always, but I wasn't enough.
And i am aware that i told you so. When we first met, i told you i was a very bad person. And you said: no, you're not, i can see it. And you tried to make it work, saying that you loved me anyways. Well, i got news for you buddy.
You don't love me anyways, you got tired of me.
I guess i'm still winning because now i can say 'I told you so'.
Anyways, this is the kind of stuffs that make me not trust in people anymore...
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